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  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Music
  • Reading: My books
  • Watching: Tom Fawkes
  • Playing: With fire!!
  • Eating: My feelings
  • Drinking: Carbonated Water!
Hello everyone. I haven't posted a journal in so long it almost feels weird. Oh well, just here to sort of say that I'm doing alright, could be better. Sort of feeling broken inside, but then again, I'm used to that feeling. Oh well, guess I just have to suck it up... Not the best option, but the only one I can think of right now. Anyway, I might end up posting more journals, I might not, but no one really seems to read them anyway. Here's hoping that someone reads this. Anyway, au revoir, my friends, au revoir pour l'instant.

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my life in the begining was never perfect... especially now, when everyone in my school seems to know im bisexual... and most of them call me the usual collection of derogatory terms... which has made me threaten to kill them in the worst ways possible... but then they just laugh... the only people who make sure i don't are my friends... although i have my friends here on Deviant, it is a hard and difficult life... before, back when i had less friends that fingers on my hands, i tried to kill myself multiple times... but each time, i could not do it... but now that is no longer the person i see in the mirror... i now see a person... who is rough around the edges... but if you are able to get past that, you can see how kind and gentle i really am... unless you are an insolent fool and a piece of usless matter that is worthy of the most painful and longest death imaginable... but that is not who i am anymore... although sadistic thoughts do hold an appeal... i resist temptation... although it is... difficult... but now i have become something better... something that stalks the fearful in the night... and haunts the corners of their dreams... because i would rather be feared and left alone than be taunted and laughed at... and this went on for quite some time... until I felt the threat of impending insanity looming over me... and even with all my counter measures, it did not really help.


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  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Music
  • Reading: My books
  • Watching: Tom Fawkes
  • Playing: With fire!!
  • Eating: My feelings
  • Drinking: Carbonated Water!
Hello everyone. I haven't posted a journal in so long it almost feels weird. Oh well, just here to sort of say that I'm doing alright, could be better. Sort of feeling broken inside, but then again, I'm used to that feeling. Oh well, guess I just have to suck it up... Not the best option, but the only one I can think of right now. Anyway, I might end up posting more journals, I might not, but no one really seems to read them anyway. Here's hoping that someone reads this. Anyway, au revoir, my friends, au revoir pour l'instant.
Is it weird that it feels like I have never been in my house before?
I feel amazingly happy today
Hello, my name is Mr. Burns
They call to us, never ceasing. "Join us" they plea "Seek shelter in Darkness." So many are lost to this call, and find no respite. Their lives, cut short by their own hands. They cry out "Forgive me. A second chance, please. This isn't what I wanted." Then, a voice of thunder. "This is your fault," it tells them, "you chose this path, now you pay the price." And then, they hear nothing but silence. They cry for other, luring them to their doom, but still, they never rest. Never cease their call, for all of eternity, to draw others into Eternal Night.

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Shiruba-Wakahisa Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks a lot for the fave! =D
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Skie2 Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
You are very welcome
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nailguy101 Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey thanks for the fave :D lol been forever since I uploaded anything
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Skie2 Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
No need to thank me
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fictograph Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2014  Professional Filmographer
Thank you for favoriting my sky pirate Homestuck AU!  I've finally managed to post all the kids and trolls: fictograph.deviantart.com/gall…
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SheikahReshi Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the favs and watch! :)
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Skie2 Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Your welcome
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MrtViolet Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2014
Thanks for the fave! :meow:
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KatWithKnives Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2014
Thanks for the fav<3333333333333
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MarmeladePro Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2014
And thanks again  for the +fav  Hug :happybounce: Hug 
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